myself o.OV

29/09/08 FRIDAY

well well ! this my first time blogging aha. hmmm shall just probably talk a little about myself. how should i start off with, ok currently bumming around doing nothing hanging around in town having fun though it looks really kinda great being so free and doing anything i want but seriously i'm so sick of it. sigh i started betting on soccer and i was doing well in the beggining in the end things weren't looking up for me i lost super huge amounts even now. i got so upset over trival things , was so depressed and deluded! though things have already been cleared when my mind replayed snatches of my hardscore play style i still feel really bad but what happen have already happened. so for now i will get myself into the flamboyant universe and get myself a job and its time for me to settle down as im not getting any younger but i still look young and cute oOoops ( :
hopefully i would be able to get myself a good gf, i'm single for like 2years probably its because the scar in me is still there and the best part is like i totally forgot how to date a girl! aha. so girls out there probably you might wana date me ? niahAhAhaa