i'v learnt how to cherish , love yourself.

karma.

what does the word 'KARMA' mean? i do believe in karma, sigh sigh sigh many problems and problems. recently problems comming and comming its karma i believe.

probs here and there fights, quarrel all the bad things happen have happened!
sometimes i tell myself whats life about. everything i do or handle is always wrong and small problems become big probs and big probs become fucking BIG shit that its hard to clear.

I HATE MONEY ALOT ! $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$

this is what we do when we got nothing to do

super SHIOoOoK! that's my cousin and me.

party

met tin at double O.

BUDDDYS B'DAY!

THE 2 BIRTHDAYS BOYS! LORRYYYY ... LOL

thanks merc for your merc aha! S:LK !!

heh! enjoy the spin!

partying

have been partying , drinking like shit , doing things that are right or wrong i also don't know i just lost me human sense. all i do is just having fun ain't life suppose to be ....

FISHING !!

went fishing with derrick at PRP for 3 hours ONLY! i guess every meals will be fishy LOL



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-fishing is like having sex once you get the feel you will get what i mean aha!

shop shop

went for shopping spree today with amanda and bought alot of things! haha! really had fun looking at stuffs non stop! got a few tops and some stupid little things that i dont use it at all but still i bought it. i really do hate money at times i dont know why when im feeling lousy i always just buy and buy o.OV .then chris met us for dinner . after that the 2nd half continues, we started to shop again. haha! i left around 8+ to katong to meet my friends, was feeling kinda fucktup and we slacked for awhile to do some bitching and stuff. they left as some gotta work or booking in to camp so i was alone there! so happen qi wen text me , she asked me where am i and how i am i told her about my probs she know something ain't right she came down from double o and came to find me.

THANK YOU QI WEN ! your really one nice friend! love love.

PARTY ANIMALS AT RITZ CARLTON !

it was real happening! playing through the night having a great time when all of us finally met up! we were celebrating chris bday! chris is one of my best buddy and amanda is my good sister! she's really a very nice girl i swear! doing everything to please someone she love. i really do envy alot but i told myself no girls will ever try to get me hurt again yo! after going through so much, i really learnt that how a person could just change in a blink of an eye. frankly speaking , towards R/L i just lost my human sense. you can say that i'm heartless or whatever but all this shit i picked it up from what i have gone through. GARCIES*

got it .

Realize that the girl holding onto u is perfect in her own special way. The way she laughs. The way she sleeps. The way she loves you. The way she tries to please you. Always remember that. She can always get up and walk away, getting someone else who can love her more. For all you know, there is someone out there wooing her already, but she is rejecting, a maybe perfect love for her. There might also be someone out there. who is willing to love her more than you are loving her now. Fulfill her every need and love her as much as she loves you. Understand that. Imagine this, guys. When you are holding her today, and you cheat on her by hugging and kissing another gal. And then you run back to her. And u do the same. But you see love in her eyes. What do you think? Do you feel the hurt? Can you feel the guilt?

i never believe pretty girls *NOT ALL* they are ugly inside.


- NOTHING IS FOREVER, SO WHY START. JUST FUCK AROUND, YOUR HAPPY SO DO I -

better day dude.

have not slept at all yet , for some reasons.. fuck it. its 9am and i'm fucking bored taking some stupid new photos which look so cool aha. forgive me i'm a little crazy today! just today ( : alright getting ready to meet up with my buddy soon and head to town for my better day. yeah

whats wrong !

my god , why is my fucking problems never coming to the end! it seems like i solve one the next one would just come! i don't ask for much, just wanting a simple life that's all. well, i feel that i'm no longer as strong as before to solve my problems. i'm really sick and tired worrying about this and that. i really hate what i'm going through right now.

FINALLY DONE WITH MY BOOK

awesome lady which can't hold a candle to , somehow cool but after reading, its like shes super extreme and hardcore which i would never want to look to or expierence it after all its one of the best that i'v read. i don't really read books actually ooOps!

ANOTHER PRAWNY NIGHT WHICH GOES HEH HEH HEH. AHA!

had a great night out prawning and this time its really PRAWN'S NIGHT!
that's the aftermath!




PRAWNS FALL IN !

had a great day

went to bugis to meet nira after her sch and went parkway to have japanese food! it was really great! heh ! then went to acc her to do some stuff after that. so i went on carrying on with my tennis ( :

MASTERS IN ZOMBIE MANAGEMENT

HOUSE OF THE DEAD 4. COMPLETED WITHOUT ERRORS! o.OV

SHORT AND SWEET

2/10/08 TUESDAY

as i said short and sweet, life is getting really boring for me. i'v done everything in life and i dont see anything more fun that i have not done. ok she's coming back today ..... BLANKSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSsssssss. i shall just fucking sleep now

the right decision? i dont know either

31/8/08 SUNDAY

well , i think i should just forget about her and move on as i know its hard for her to give me a answer and i dont want her to give her more problems. frankly speaking i don't know how she feels now. i don't really like to drag things. KENNETH MOVE ON!

LET THE LYRICS TELL !

prawning ( :

30/8/08 saturday

when to bugis to chill with my buddys and play my tennis games. kinda bored so we went prawning in the night!





was prawning and next to the prawning pond it was a fishing pond , my god! i noticed a guy struggling for like so long so i was curious and i went over to take a look. i was standing there like 1hr , he started fighting with the fish an hour ago ! i can't believe with my own eyes that this guy got this 40kg monster!

myself o.OV

29/09/08 FRIDAY

well well ! this my first time blogging aha. hmmm shall just probably talk a little about myself. how should i start off with, ok currently bumming around doing nothing hanging around in town having fun though it looks really kinda great being so free and doing anything i want but seriously i'm so sick of it. sigh i started betting on soccer and i was doing well in the beggining in the end things weren't looking up for me i lost super huge amounts even now. i got so upset over trival things , was so depressed and deluded! though things have already been cleared when my mind replayed snatches of my hardscore play style i still feel really bad but what happen have already happened. so for now i will get myself into the flamboyant universe and get myself a job and its time for me to settle down as im not getting any younger but i still look young and cute oOoops ( :
hopefully i would be able to get myself a good gf, i'm single for like 2years probably its because the scar in me is still there and the best part is like i totally forgot how to date a girl! aha. so girls out there probably you might wana date me ? niahAhAhaa